真的很讨厌等

I know everybody has worked very hard to be where they are now but put in sooooo much looking and doing [insert everything that has to do with reaching my life goal] every day that there are some times that I feel like just going '"Forget it". Of course that feeling subsides in a few hours, haha but that few hours are a bit awful. Especially if you don't know if you'll really reach it.

You know, I never really stopped trying so I usually get what I want. But I don't know. Trying this hard for the next 50 years? Maybe things don't come easily to everyone. Maybe things do. Maybe I'm the only one who needs to work extra hard. Or maybe I only think I'm working extra hard to achieve what I want.

I don't know. Will I get there someday? It's like climbing a loooooong flight of stairs blindfolded, and not knowing when it's going to end. Like, am I in a shopping centre or Swissotel? Lol. Or if it will ever end. Or if I faint or collapse on the way up. Or WORSE, miss a footing and roll down the stairs !@#$%. HA this 'roll down the stairs part', I know only too well. But I always make sure I climb up faster and steadier than I would have so it's ok I STILL WIN *shakes fist*.

I also hate it when I see pretty dresses I can't wear. But whatever it's never going to happen. I will find better long-sleeved ones. Then it will be my personal style that makes me stand out. Like my glasses. HMPH. Like, oh, "defeat" is a word? No, it's not a real word because I am very powerful and I have just decided to scrap it off the dictionary HAHA (okay I know I'm being childish here).

Anyway, since Beauty and the Geek Australia Season 6 ended, I've started to watch Chinese Idol. It's soooooooooo good. And Adam Lambert made a special guest appearance!YouTube playlist of the night:
 


And Ji De Ai.
 

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