Wednesday, December 17, 2014


 Got a piece of good news, and I think my happiness radiates hahaha my colleague noticed lol lol. But nobody knows why and and I hope nobody will try to guess because goodness knows what bright ideas they will come up with haha. 

If you have a guess in mind, I can tell you that you're wrong. :D 

I hope this is the first step to success, I really do. *crosses fingers*

And I really do hate waiting + uncertain outcomes. Bleah.

- In a super good mood today and won't let anything get me down -

Brought my selfie-stick today. And did you know, there's a new and improved see life stuck now - with inbuilt remote. Arghh. From $12 to $3, and now, a new version. I shall wait for the new one to retail at $3 then HAHA.

Monday, December 15, 2014


I know everybody has worked very hard to be where they are now but put in sooooo much looking and doing [insert everything that has to do with reaching my life goal] every day that there are some times that I feel like just going '"Forget it". Of course that feeling subsides in a few hours, haha but that few hours are a bit awful. Especially if you don't know if you'll really reach it.

You know, I never really stopped trying so I usually get what I want. But I don't know. Trying this hard for the next 50 years? Maybe things don't come easily to everyone. Maybe things do. Maybe I'm the only one who needs to work extra hard. Or maybe I only think I'm working extra hard to achieve what I want.

I don't know. Will I get there someday? It's like climbing a loooooong flight of stairs blindfolded, and not knowing when it's going to end. Like, am I in a shopping centre or Swissotel? Lol. Or if it will ever end. Or if I faint or collapse on the way up. Or WORSE, miss a footing and roll down the stairs !@#$%. HA this 'roll down the stairs part', I know only too well. But I always make sure I climb up faster and steadier than I would have so it's ok I STILL WIN *shakes fist*.

I also hate it when I see pretty dresses I can't wear. But whatever it's never going to happen. I will find better long-sleeved ones. Then it will be my personal style that makes me stand out. Like my glasses. HMPH. Like, oh, "defeat" is a word? No, it's not a real word because I am very powerful and I have just decided to scrap it off the dictionary HAHA (okay I know I'm being childish here).

Anyway, since Beauty and the Geek Australia Season 6 ended, I've started to watch Chinese Idol. It's soooooooooo good. And Adam Lambert made a special guest appearance!YouTube playlist of the night:

And Ji De Ai.