Showing posts from July, 2013


Just a short post to make this a very depressing space. Because I just watched a very depressing and tragic (to the point of funny) drama, and I guessed it passed the germs on to me.

And I know I've been at this point in life, because I just KNOW I've typed this before.

And from I haven't worked hard on ANYTHING since June. And it's almost the end of July now, which makes it 2 months. And I don't have much classes in August, which will make it 3 months. 3 months couldn't have gotten me a job, but could have gotten me an internship.

And all I've been doing is.... actually, I don't even know. Reading storybooks? Lying in bed messing with my phone? Scrolling trhough my Facebook newsfeed aimlesslyPlaying computer games?

I cannot believe I wasted so much time. If I could turn the clock back to May, I would have applied for an internship. Gotten some basic editorial experience. Made full use of my time from June to August. 

Also wanted to accomplish some other…

25 Questions with Shu Rin !

Today, I woke up and found myself giggling. I really wonder what I dreamt about. But well that's not what I'm going to write about today. I have no idea what to write about today, so I'm going to do a little quiz, those type of quizzes I loved to do a few years ago. Since I don't think anybody wants to know more about me, I shall tell myself more about me. HAHA.

This is on video too, but the answers may be slightly different because well, I did the video 3 days ago, and I am fickle like that.

25 Questions with Shu Rin

1) Do you get drunk every weekend?
Nah. I’m not into partying. Not that rich either. Hahaha.

2) Have a best friend?
I have some good friends, and never really liked labels.

3) Is there anyone you want to come see you?
Yeah Lady Luck. Then I can strike the lottery and be rich rich rich  :)

4) Do you laugh easily?
Yeah actually, I do! But I'm not the most glamorous person in the world, so naturally, I don't look that great when I laugh, so I subconsci…

Goals, plans, prospects, life.

Have been a drifter for the past few weeks, and I don't even know what I've been doing besides well, sitting around and doing nothing. Unbelievable that I'm saying this, but I can't wait for school to start! Even more unbelievable, I'd really like to get a job again. But next term's gonna crazy, and I'll never forget the hectic two years I spent juggling full time work, and night classes.

Feeling quite ambivalent because there's a writing stint that would fit me to a T, and I know it's something I can do pretty well at. That would be... 6 months wasted. My oh my. For me, 6 months is a lot to waste because there's so much I want to explore!

And because I've finally snapped out of my drifter mode (and also because I've started discussing stuff with one of my most motivated-in-life friends), I sat down, and decided on what I want to do.

I've tried public relations, I've tried social media. And it's been pretty evident, even to the…


You know what, I just found my friend's Doppelgänger. The two girls look so alike that April and I couldn't decide if it was her, even after a loooooong discussion. Same hairstyle (slightly different length), makeup, similar style of dressing, same pose, even. The only reason we thought it may not be her was because our friend doesn't club.

I even analysed her hair, clothes, and dug up last week's photos just to check for similar accessories. #stalkermuch. It bothered me so much I decided to just text her for an answer. Hahaha.

Apparently, everybody has a Doppelgänger. Wouldn't it be cool, to meet someone who looks exactly, or almost exactly like you? Ok let me answer my own question. I think it'd be soooooooo cool. But then again, maybe not, because I'll feel sorry for her (or us) because we're such... Plain Janes.

And darn it, I just caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror, and I think my Doppelgänger may just be a 'he'. FML. Sorry for those wh…

The reason for my existence

There must be one, isn't it? Maybe I just haven't realised it yet.

I've never been one to have deep, depressing thoughts, but well since I'm at it now, maybe you should go buy lottery or something, because me being depressed in life is like a one-in-a-billion thing. Usually I just get pissed off.

And you can stop reading because this is going to be a very long post. Chances are that you won't know what I'm talking about, anyway.

There are times when I want to turn the clock back, to a time just before my birth. Or when my soul arrived on Earth. Because right now, I feel like my existence is a mistake. Somebody must have messed up, and sent me here by accident.

I can't do anything right. Heck, I can't even breathe right. Or move right. These days, I don't even dare to breathe or move without pissing somebody off. Why are some people so... volatile, anyway? You don't know when all hell is going too break lose, but just brace myself and hope fo…

Googling-Imaging Myself

Do you know, many employers look you up online, prior to an interview, or even upon receiving your resume? I'm not sure how far that's true, but I read that in some Human Resource Magazine, so that must be pretty credible (yay journalists!). Not that it's the perfect gauge of character.

And you know how you should always keep tabs on your online persona, because they change from time to time? So, I decided to do a Google Search on myself, and I am boring with a capital B. In a good way with a Capital G.

Here are some Google Images that came up! As you can see, I love selfies, food, places of interests in Singapore, the beach, and soft toys. One thing you'll never see, is photos of me at marathons (well, in my case, walkathons), because I look..... hahahaha.

Actually, I'm not quite sure what all these pictures say about me. Anyway, to judge me solely based on these would be highly inaccurate:

I've painstakingly taken some photography-like pictures after painstaki…