Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Got over that silly crush, it's about time!

Remember that last time you had a crush on someone?
The bubbly, giggly feeling whenever you saw his name pop up online?
When he says something oh-so-cute and then you mass text all your girlfriends?
When you dream about what to do or say when you bump into him?


I had the biggest CRUSSSSHHHH on someone but I'm glad to say that I am so over it.
I saw him in school (imagine I would have been a WRECK if I bumped into him a couple of months ago), and I was like : "Oh that's Mr Tall. Haha. Ok whatever. My exam's in 2 hours, I hope he doesn't see me because I can't entertain small talk today."

And yessss EXAMS are over! Liberation! From school at least! And hopefully I'll stop looking like this:

It's shopping/lazy/glutton time!! :)

Btw I got a new shirt. And hahahahaha yes I am in denial about my age :P


Sunday, June 26, 2011

10 Super Random Facts about Shu Rin

Before I start, check out these new glasses. Teehee. Say Hello to Miss Nerd! I'm thinking that I should have gotten LARGER ones just for fun hahaha. And you can actually just read the words in blue. The rest are just senseless blabber :P

1) I am afraid of balls. Like Super Duper.
And I expect you to be mature about this ahahha. Pervssss :P Balls, like basketballs, netballs, football. I LOATHED P.E. classes with extreme vengence. I mean, why are some people so strong? How do they even shoot? By magic or something? My ball never even gets halfway up the pole. I must be the most klutzy, uncoordinated and ungraceful girl in the world UNIVERSE GALAXY. Why do balls fly so high, and why do they seem to have a magnectic attraction to my face? ? I always ran AWAY from the ball ahhaha. And the OPPONENTS even GIVE me the ball (gently of course) so that I wouldn't get into trouble with the teacher for not participating. It's lucky how sporting abilities aren't a factor in popularity. Or I'd have been a sad old loner in school. Nah kidding. That only happens on TV and in books right? We don't have cliques social pariahs or whateveryoucallthem where I live. The popular ones are those who are nice AND friendly, bonus if you're funny, and not all of them look like supermodels.

2) While reading a book, I can't help but to read the first chapter, then the last, then in between.
Can't help it. It's a natural reflex, like how I'm the first one to dive in when I see junk food. It's bad, really. Spoils all the fun. But it's either that or I get bothered by the 'should I.... should I not..." with every turn of the page. And then turning to the last chapter, and then thinking the better of it, feel guilty, slam the book shut, lose the page I was initially at, and a nutshell, wasting a whole lot of time.

3) I paste a Post-It Note on my webcam. I mean hey... what if those rumours of people spying on you through the webcam is true? Like schools are said to spy on students, or how serial killers pose as telco/Comm services to activate access to your computer from a remote location.... I'd need to find some place to bury myself if any video of me singing along to the Beatles or my pathetic attempts at imitating some rockstar drummer.

4) Sometimes I fantasise about being a superstar
 But then again, I have two left feet, probably the worst coordinated person in the world, and there are MANY notes I can't hit. PLUS I am not really a people person. What am I going to say to Ellen Degeres when I get on her show? Boring. Banal. Bland. These super 'aweomeeee" qualities of mine would SHINE oh SHINE like the sun when I'm with her, and before you know it, POP goes the Once Upon A Split-Second Superstar.

5) I got a thing for nerds.
My friends realised that wayyyyy before I did.  Nerds are kinda cute, don't you think?  So much sweeter than those Alpha Male types. I never liked guys who hit the clubs too much too, though 90% of my friends are regulars. (OH YES AND THEY STILL LOVE ME).

6) One time, I typed 'wank' (embarrassing shit) into my laptop's dictionary and my whole class saw it when I used the dictionary again the next day during a presentation

I blame that on T. Haha. Seriously. I mean, who, at midnight, would tell an oh-so-innocent girl like me: "Bye I'm signing out I need to go wank, cya tmr". Of COURSE I HAD to find out what that meant! Okay the next day, I had to check a word and to my utmost horrorrrr.... the word I last typed in, WANK, FLASHED across the screeen. And then I shrieked and my hand flew to my mouth and that won even more laughs because I have a name for screaming and jumping at almost anything. Teacher just happened to look away, thank goodness. I wonder what's more embarrassing. The fact that I didn't know what that meant, or that a crude word was flashed on the screen.

7) Sometimes I wonder why people keep saying FB when they mean Facebook. Because in Craiglist, FB means Fuck Buddy.
Not that i frequent Craiglist, IS THAT WHAT YOU WERE THINKING? :D I just had a quick browse-through. Oh okay okay. I might have posted some text on the personal page and I might have received a few hundred replies. You know I like social experiments. And in case you're wondering, no, I didn't reply any of them. Would have been fun to mess with their heads though, heh. And now I walk around, looking at regular looking office executives and thinking what kind of fantasies they have. Some are rather...unique, I gotta say. So before you say "Oh hey that's my FB friend", so think twice. Because I'm pretty sure I'm not that only one with a twisted mind, heh heh heh.

8) There was a year had like 3 friends in school because I didn't want to be noticed.
I was 14 at that awkward stage in life. The curvature of my spine hit a WHOPPING 60plus degrees and I stoped bothering to talk to anyone and pretty soon people just got tired of trying to get me  out of my shell. Then I had corrective spine surgery at the end of the year and I realised how much one's appearance can affect one's attitude towards life, which can in turn affect her life. And that people didn't actually care that I looked like the Hunchback of Notre Dam. Life after that.. was good.

9) I hit Backspace wayyyy too much and I almost got a heart attack because i got redirected and hahaha luckyyyy me shouda guess Blogger saves our drafts every few seconds.
EWWWW when that happens elsewhere though. I grit my teeth, glare at the computer, clench my fists, then stop and remember that the fault was mine and no way I was gonna punch myself. Nah kidding. I usually just utter a swear word. Tough luck when my parents are within earshot though, hahaha.

10) These days, even my boss  laughs when mention the word "diet" in relation to myself
And you got that right. A glutton like me? Diet's never started. Maybe tomorrow. Or next year. My parents and sister stand strongly on the belief that my Tomorrow Never Comes. But oh well. Someone might find a fuss-free way to blast away unsightly fat tomorrow. Cross my fingers!!!

Should I make the font smaller? To something like this.I know it's different for every computer, but please let me know :)

And I just wasted my weekend away. And sometimes I think I'm wasting my LIFE away. I should start to re-evaluate how I live my life!!

Sunday, June 19, 2011

My very gigantic nose.

                                           HELLO. How's everyone? :)

I think it's time I dedicate a post to my nose (see blog title). I think I've made more jibes at my nose than the number of Chuck Norris jokes people have made. Shant't deceive you anymore, the truth's that my nose looks like THIS hahaha:

At least, I think so. But everyone else says I'm crazy. Trying to make me feel better, how sweet. And my nose really DOES take up a quarter of my face, and though this pic's an exaggeration.

In real life it's about the same size as Jackie Chan. Should I bore you with my almost daily daydreams of someone coming up to me and asking me to be a poster girl for a reality TV series for Plastic Surgery?

Guess not. Heh.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Dear Friend from Cincinnati, Ohio

Your blog is unavailable!! :(
Or maybe you disabled it. Can you please please please send me an email or something about your blog link pleaseee?

And my window is full of tabs ahhahahaa.

Monday, June 6, 2011

So this motivational speaker once said

The probabilty of us actually getting around to doing something increases when we announce it...
SOOOO... I'll announce that......
I WILL READ AND COMMENT YOUR BLOGS TOMORROW, since ya all have been such awesome people, following and commenting even when I haven't been doing the same for you!

Random Thought: I wanna go IKEA, NOW.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Exams tomorrow

first time in what seems like a gazillion years. Which explains my extreme nervousness and MIA-ness.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Exhaustion + Post about girls' night out last Friday

I'm starting to look like this most of the time. No time, no energy for hair and makeup. Skin's getting worse too, I might have to see a dermatologist soon. FUDGEEEEEEE. I already went to the doctor's twice this month. For the Girl Who Falls Sick Only Once A Year... this is THE PITS.

My mind's fill with unimaginable expletives whenever i see THIS in the mirror. Oh well. 3 more years. Just 3. I'll hang in there!

My head felt so heavy today I thought it was gonna drop and at that point of time, I couldn't have cared less if it rolled off the face of the Earth and never came back. Drank 3 cups of tea and 1 can of red bull today, had a 30minute nap during lunchtime.... and THEN I went to school (And I am thankful that I ALWAYS have people to sit with). Sooooooo glad to be FINALLY home. ♥ Never been the kind to admit to being tired.. so this time, it's kind of a bit deal.

I really should get started on schoolwork, but ohh what the hell. I need to write about last week.
Popo got a new camera, and me, being the nice soul I am, offered to HELP her. ;)  I mean..
New camera = need to experiment = need faces. EVERYBODY SAY AWWWWW.

DINNER @ Mos Burger. Too hungry to take photos, haha =P


Went to Sentosa Broadwalk afterwards, now I know how to get access to my favourite place in Singapore at $1 instead of the usal $3! My camera's no good at night shots though, so, no photos, unfortunately! Then we watched the very much talked about Crane Dance. About 2 Cranes falling in love or something. The storyline isn't the main attraction, so.. pfft. The effects were magnificient, but I don't have time to describe it..

Here's a anyhow-taken-pic, just to give you an idea.

There's a Harry's at Harbourfront Centre!! :D

I'm only posting this cos DEAR MISSY CHERI likes her hair here.

Thanks for giving me a split second warning! Appreciate it. HAHAHA.

I know Cheri's gonna hate how she looks like here, but I happen to like it. HEHE.

Ok here's a proper one.

                   TRUTH IS... WE DON'T HAVE A PROPER ONE.
                           Unless.... you don't mind the usual Toilet Shots. Teehee.

I like how she can't be seen here. Now you know why you should never wear black at night.

Visited Luke Skywalker. Hans Solo married to Leia now, so Luke Skywalker fell in love with me.
I have my own galaxy now and may the force be with me and I will kill Jabba the Hutt's offspring if he has any. I will be a LEGENDDDD.

Group pic while going home, and I loooove you!

Loveeee, Shuuuuuuu.

Friday, April 8, 2011

Dear Diary, I had my first ever breakdown today

I very nearly _________, after having a screaming fest at home about my studies, and after running to the bathroom on my office floor to BURST INTO TEARS. You know I have almost (or maybe absolutely) NEVER lost my cool. NEVER EVER. Oh well I guess there's always a first time.
It's just that some other people suck, and the bombshell dropped was more horrible and overwhelming then the others, which I am more or less accustomed to.

I have never had an emotional outburst before. So this is what it feels like.

Sorry for the rants, I do have happier posts in my drafts. Can't reply to comments now too cause I'm at work!

I don't think I can take this anymore.

So... I think I might be giving up. It's too much to handle. Maybe I am incompetent or....
Do you know how much it sucks to work full time and study 'part-time'? "Part-Time" studies actually mean   studying for a degree at NIGHT, with the full load Full Time Students get.

Things are coming on too fast and I am screwing up just as fast and perhaps it is time to do something about it.  

My boss is talking to me now but i need to run to the toilet because I am going to burst into tears and the last time I 'burst into tears' was the first day of school when i was 7 years old on my first day of school. DAMMIT.

I have never seen a more fucked up group of people.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Hello, you from Dehli, thank you for visiting my blog

So you like to Google ":girl and girl shushu touch picture or photo." because I have seen you twice today. I know what you mean, but you probably won't get much results from this ahahaha.
Sorry for the disappointment!
I could tell you what to type, but that wouldn't be good for the kids reading my blog, would it? :P

Sorry people! I won't be on much these days! Exam Blues. hope you understand! :)

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Sunday, April 3, 2011

When your mum invites people to your house without warning

And you look like THIS.
(Ok SOMETHING like this. I can't put there real one online our you'll be in therapy for the rest of your lives. 

I could look worse, you know. Anyway, on Sunday,  my mum was out with some relatives, and, to my ABSOLUTE MORTIFICATION she called out of the blue and was like : " Hey we're downstairs now, gonna come up! Tell your sister!"

My expression was kinda like this ahahaha:

I don't know if I would have preferred to look like this:

Or this:

I usually look like a mess at home, more than I usually do. :D
So I was running around like a headless chicken. You know, to hide stuff, like our prized DVDs and storybooks so that in case someone says;"OH HEY I LIKE THAT".

My mum is a very obliging and magnanimous lady.

Well but I couldn't be looking like a horrible monster in front of people I only see once every few years, I left the Hiding of Treasure to my sister. And I went to comb my hair, apply a little lip balm, change into a shirt which didn't look like I've worn it for more than a decade and on the verge of falling apart... in an ATTEMPT to make myself look a litttttleeee bit better.

All for that 10 seconds of Hello How Are You I Am Fine I Hope You Are Too .... and SMILEEEE.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Recent Pics

Actually... I'm just putting this up for fun (To remind me to blog about recent events), and I'm thinking I should have made more effort in making my blog a better place. So that new visitors won't be ALL the come-and-go type. Ohwells. Soon. Haven't had much time to myself, with work and school and falling sick.
Oh my Jam-Packed life. Anyway.... I might not even blog about my life. Just thoughts, maybe. Since my life.. is kind of an open book if you're a Facebook Friend.
So.. I'm sick. AGAIN. This is the second time in a month. I used to get sick only once a year. Guess I still need time to adjust to school/work life.
Was on sick leave today, spent the whole afternoon sleeping. It's amazing what sleep can do. I feel ... spectacular now, ready to take on the world! WOOOHOOOO.
I need to trim my brows.


A little sneak peak for a (maybe) future blog post :
A respite from the hustle and bustle of the City. There's no place like home ♥ Most were taken while walking home.. same old route for 20 years. Everything has been pretty all these time, and yet I've never noticed. Start paying attention to the things you've taken for granted, and you'll see everything in a brand new light.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

I should be blogging about something HAPPY

But it's past 1am, and I've got work AND school tomorrow.
I guess that'll have to wait!

If you're pissed off,just smile,keep on laughing.Cause nothing in the entire world will upset the one who hurt you more then that.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Condescending & Obnoxious bitch

I don't give a shit if anyone reading this thinks I shouldn't be writing like that. I just don't think anyone's gonna understand this anyway.

These three words turn up a hell lotta times in my chat logs.
Along with selfish, self-centred snob.
I think my life kinda sucked at one point.
Have been in a bad mood recently. I sense imminent doom.
Ok.. need... the to relax....1..2....3... breatheee
I might go to the nearest community centre to learn Tai Chi with the old folks.
Tai Chi is good for health!

12% battery left I'd better click on the publish button like... right now.

Hate is a strong word, but I really really don't like you

Haven't had the mood to study because something's on my miiiiiiiiind. cheeeeebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Monday, March 7, 2011

Why you shouldn't have 30-letter passwords

Y and A were uber amused when I tried to sign in to Facebook using Y's I-whatever.
They were tickled when they saw me typing and typing and typing and typinggggggggg
AND THEN THEY doubled over with laughter when they saw this:


No school tonight. I better hit the books now, before I regret and become a nervous wreck nearer to exam period =P